I don't know how i said you all that things in a such a few minutes, it took a long time for me to analyze and and to find it correct, every time i thought of speaking out, it came out as something else, sometimes as pain of separation, sometimes as blames, sometimes as curse, but after every end i was again left with lot of unsaid words, i used to wonder what is left now....and again i started the journey, but finally when i thought of again saying you, i was stopped by my mind but some where an inner voice said me no its time when i should, and finally i said what i really meant of you.
you listened to me patiently, i don't know how much you understood me, or again someday you will say i again tried to change your dimension, you were silent,but that silence of yours have said me a lot of things but truth is i cant identify it now, i am trying but its not getting clear.
i know i may have said something wrong, something weird, may have interrupted you in between, but i hope you forgive me for it, i didn't came to give you lectures rather to true i even didn't remember now what and how much i said to you, but i know one thing my heart is not wandering any more, its painful but somewhere i feel i have done justice. I have said the truth of my heart!!!
love as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world, or the way you feel that is right for you. It is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you should be.
I realize that I cannot know what is best for you although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I've not been where you have been, viewing life from that angle you have, I do not know what you have chosen to learn how you have chosen to learn it with whom or in what time period. I have not walked life looking through your eyes so how can
I know what you need.
I allow you to be in the world without a thought or word of judgment from me about the deeds you undertake.
I see no error in the things you say and do, in this place where I am. I see that there are many ways to perceive
and experience the different facets of our world. I allow without reservation the choices you make in each moment.
I make no judgment of this for if I were to deny your right to evolution than I would deny that right to myself and all others. Now i believe as I love you so I shall be loved, as I sow,
so I shall reap.
I allow you, in our love, the universal right of free will to walk your own path, creating steps or to sit a while if that is what is right for you. I will make no judgment of these steps, whether they are large or small, nor light or heavy or that they lead up or down, for this is just my viewpoint.
I cannot always see the higher picture of divine order. For it is the inalienable right of all life to choose their own evolution and with great love I acknowledge your right to determine your future. In humility I bow to the realization that the way I see is best for me does not have to mean that it is also right for you. .
I I know we each learn in our own unique way in order to bring that love and wisdom back to the whole. I know that if there were only one way to do something, there would need to be only one person. I will not only love you if you behave in a way I think you should, or believe in those things I believe in, I understand you are truly a perfect human as you are.
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