A QUESTION???

A question that my heart always wanted to ask you…………

Never it came out in your presence, may be it feared of left unanswered as others

But it remains in me while all other made their way away from me…….

After every tear I wipe, this question comes to my mind

After few mile I walk alone, this question accompany me again

Everything was said and heard; still I wonder why this question was left…..

In the painful journey to death also, this question walked with me…….

I want to ask you now, knowing my question will be left unanswered as always……

Still I want to ask you…………

In your court of justice a stranger was forgive thousand times……

Every time your harshness blew away with a sorry said by her…..

She got your sleepless nights to share out her guilt, her reasons…..

She got all your sympathy and care, to move ahead!!!

But………

In your court of justice, I was questioned thousand times for a single mistake I made

Every time I was seen with eyes of suspect and was left to prove without a bit of love

I got only lonely nights to cry out my pains, without your presence……

I was so close to you, yet you never cared to read my eyes

With a pool of harsh words and accusing, u left my hand in the midst of way!!!

So many moments passed away, so many months moved away……

You must have even forgotten my face, my voice, my identity……..

Still I want to ask you a question……..

“Was the absence of her from your life mattered you so much.....

Or

Was my presence in your life worried you so much….....?????”